Pitch Black

       Its only dark on all sides.You can't see the creatures but feel them! One is as strong as a hundred! Moving around you, moving inside you. It doesn't hurt you if you listen to it. But when you don't, may God save you. That feeling. That pain. Its trying to tear you apart and come out. All your loved ones can see in your eyes, is nothingness. No love, no warmth, not even the pain you're going through. Its just you who can feel the creature moving inside, hurting each and every portion of you. And those who don't know you can only feel disgust at the mere sight of you. All you had, everything good and bad, is now in it's possession. And you can't even dare to ask for them from it! You can walk but only in the way it leads you. Otherwise you just remain still at one place. But that's again not possible. 'Cause its like quick sand there. It sucks you in if you keep standing at one place. So, the only choice you have is to feel the pain it is causing you. At times, you remember something like "every cloud has it's silver lining". You have been trying to hold on to that phrase for so long now, that it seems like forever. And that's when you give in, to it. It makes you believe that there is no such thing called "the silver lining"!! 'Cause all you see is just pitch black. All around, all over and all inside. Just pitch black all the time!!