I Can Do Better

You can only tell me that you hate me.
Or may be, that you hate me a lot.
But I Can do better.
I can give you the reasons to hate me.
So, here it goes...

Hate me 'cause I don't know how to pretend.
I don't know how to keep a big smile on my face,
While being rude to you.
I don't know how to pretend like being a friend,
And then backstab.
I don't know how to sleep around.
I don't know how to bitch about you.
I don't know how to wish for something bad,
To happen to you.
Even if I count you in my enemy list,
I wish, that the worst thing that happened to me
should never happen to you.
I wish one day you realize your mistakes,
But you move on and never repeat them
Instead of regretting them.
I don't know how to snatch away your friends
The way you stopped people from being my friend.
I don't know how to stay shut when I'm angry.
I don't know how to NOT be the mirror,
To reflect your behavior.
I don't know how to STOP being me,
And start being you.

But I know a few things.
I know that I have the strength,
To consume all your hatred.
I know, I want to enjoy hatred
As much as I enjoy the love I get from my close ones.

I know, I want to love hatred.